I have been depressed since childhood, hospitalized, and diagnosed with chronic severe depression. I tried medication, but it only made me numb. Over the years, I lost interest in almost everything, and believed there was no help or hope for me. I have even been suicidal off and on since I was 16.
After years of depression, I began to believe I wasn't worth killing, because of the hassle, expense, and problems it would cause others. I didn't believe I deserved to be in the Hallelujah Acres Get Healthy class that first night I attended.
But after starting The Hallelujah Diet, and the BarleyMax, and carrot juice, within 2-3 days, the black cloud and obsessive thinking that told me that I was not worth killing had lifted, and life became brighter. It was then that I began to feel that there was hope for a better life and a reason to get healthy. This was so unexpected and my energy has increased greatly, and I know that things will only get better! My husband Paul and I are coming to Health Ministers training in November.
